TransformationThen Came a Moment I Never Forgot
The following day, I placed Shiva and Parvati on the table beside Ganesha.
I didn't know there was anything significant about that particular day.
Then Rani called me.
She told me that it was Maha Shivaratri, the sacred Hindu festival devoted to Shiva.
I had no idea.
And then she said something I have never forgotten:
"You are blessed. Today is Shivaratri, and Shiva has arrived in your home with Parvati."
I looked at the three figures together — Ganesha, Shiva and Parvati — and something about that moment stayed deeply with me.
By then, I already knew that something was changing within me.
I was beginning my own spiritual journey.
I was becoming more introspective, questioning things I had once taken for granted and becoming more aware of a transformation taking place inside me.
I didn't yet know where that transformation would lead.
What I did know was that I was changing.
Only later would I begin to understand why Shiva's arrival during that particular moment of my life felt so meaningful to me.
In Hindu tradition, Shiva represents profound transformation — the dissolution of what has completed its purpose and the possibility of renewal and creation.
When I began learning more about Shiva, that symbolism resonated deeply with what I was already experiencing within myself.
Old ways of seeing my life were beginning to fall away.
I was questioning, learning, becoming more conscious and beginning to experience my life differently.
I was awakening to something I couldn't yet fully explain.
And there was Shiva.
Not because I had gone looking for him.
Not because I knew it was Shivaratri.
I had simply walked into Taj Mahal, seen a statue that caught my attention, asked who they were, and brought Shiva and Parvati home to join Ganesha.
Looking back today, I don't experience that moment as a coincidence.
I experience it as one of the first moments when I began to recognize something that has become increasingly clear to me throughout my journey:
Sometimes transformation begins long before we understand where it is taking us.